IF I MUST DIE, The Last Poem by Refaat Alareer (1979-2023)

Source: Instagram post on 26.11.23. Refaat Alareer was killed in an airstrike by the Israeli military on December 6, along with his brother, his brother’s son, his sister, and her three children.

If I must die, 

you must live 

to tell my story 

to sell my things 

to buy a piece of cloth 

and some strings, 

(make it white with a long tail) 

so that a child, somewhere in Gaza 

while looking heaven in the eye 

awaiting his dad who left in a blaze— 

and bid no one farewell 

not even to his flesh 

not even to himself— 

sees the kite, my kite you made, flying up above 

and thinks for a moment an angel is there 

bringing back love 

If I must die 

let it bring hope 

let it be a tale

فال بد أن تعيش أنت 

رفعت العرعير

إذا كان ال بد أن أموت 

فال بد أن تعيش أنت 

لتروي حكايتي

لتبيع أشيائي

وتشتري قطعة قماش 

وخيوطا

(فلتكن بيضاء وبذيل طويل) 

كي يبصر طفل في مكان ما من ّغّزة 

وهو يح ّّدق في السماء 

منتظرًاً أباه الذي رحل فجأة 

دون أن يودع أحدًاً 

وال حتى لحمه 

أو ذاته

يبصر الطائرة الورقّية 

طائرتي الورقية التي صنعَتها أنت

تحّلق في الأعالي 

ويظ ّّن للحظة أن هناك مالكًاً 

يعيد الحب

إذا كان ال بد أن أموت 

فليأ ِِت موتي باألمل 

فليصبح حكاية

ترجمة سنان أنطون 

Translation by Sinan Antoon

Reading by Brian Cox

In memory of Refaat Alareer (American Friends Service Committee)

Shalom (שלום), MAA

Source: Refaat Alareer’s Instagram account

4 thoughts on “IF I MUST DIE, The Last Poem by Refaat Alareer (1979-2023)

  1. Thanks,
    And may peace continue to be with you.
    Many blessings
    Joy
    Sent from my iPhone

  2. Shared on LinkedIn by a US international education colleague:

    3 months of the most televised genocide in history paid for by the United States and every single American tax dollar. What utterly needless horror. And the same schools and universities, who teach about how to spot the warning signs stay silent. The same international education organizations who have missions statements about bettering society stay silent. Countries take decades and centuries to even come close to overcoming infinitesmally smaller skirmishes. It’s far past the time for institutions to move past empty rhetoric and lip service about civic duty, global citizens, etc, because there’s no bigger civic duty, no more of a pressing global need to take a stand against than a holocaust with endless documentation of kids torn apart like fresh bread.

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